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- The Way I Feel

I forgot that I had a Xanga and i just remembered today. School is going good so far. Its been a lot of fun. I never thought i would part at all but, its actually pretty fun. My room is kinda like the party room. Almost every night people are hanging out in here until at least 1 in the morning, sometimes drinking, sometimes not. I made a lot of cool friends down here too. My roomate and i get along really well, we are really close now, and everyone else. One of my other good friends down here, ends up knowing Michael Stults, its really weird. Well, i'll again update later.

I thought it was probably about time to update.

It is neat to be seeing all my friends start to go off to school now. Its kinda sad that i will not be able to hang out with them for a while, but it is for the best for everyone. I still have not gotten drunk before college.  Maybe i will in my last month here. If not, i will have time in college to have some fun. Last saturday  night everyone was busy so i went to my grandparents house and just hung out with my grandpa. It was actually pretty fun. And i'm starting to realize how much i will miss everyone.

It was really sad to hear that Mr. Alfama passed away, even though i did not know him. After seeing so many people tuesday morning mourning, i realized, that we should be celebrating life, and being nice to people every day, because you never know if it will be your last meeting with that person. After talking a lot about it in calculus and thinking about death today, it really made me think of this song called I'll Stand By You:

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
and you don't know what to do
Nothing you confess could make me love you less.

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well, I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
and don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong...

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you...

This song kinda shows how you have to love people and accept love that people are offering you. If you don't love people now, you never know if you will have the opportunity to love them later.

This weekend i have discovered that i have a passion for Root Beer, preferably A&W on tap at the A&W restaurant, but any root beer will do) and grilled chicken burritos

After reading dana's entry, i realized my weekend kinda sucked, it would have been nice to hang out with my friends, but oh well, i guess i have other times do to that. i wish i had started hanging out with people out of school more during high school. i just started to now that high school is about to end, and everyone is going to move away.